Saturday, January 31

Advanced Big 30 Personality Test Results
Sociability |||||||||||||||||||||||||||| 86%
Gregariousness ||||||||||||||||||||| 62%
Assertiveness |||||||||||||||||| 54%
Activity Level ||||||||||||||| 46%
Excitement-Seeking |||||||||||||||||||||||||||| 82%
Enthusiasm |||||||||||||||||||||||||||| 82%
Extroversion ||||||||||||||||||||| 68%
Trust |||||||||||||||||| 54%
Morality |||||||||||| 38%
Altruism |||||||||||||||||||||||| 78%
Cooperation ||||||||||||||| 46%
Modesty ||||||||||||||| 42%
Sympathy |||||||||||||||||| 58%
Friendliness |||||||||||||||||| 52%
Self-Efficacy |||||||||||||||||| 58%
Neatness ||||||||||||||| 42%
Dutifulness ||||||||| 26%
Achievement |||||||||||||||||| 58%
Self-Discipline |||||||||||||||||| 58%
Cautiousness ||||||||| 26%
Orderliness ||||||||||||||| 44%
Anxiety |||||||||||||||||| 54%
Anger |||||||||||| 34%
Depression |||||||||||| 38%
Self-Consciousness ||||||||||||||| 42%
Impulsiveness |||||||||||||||||| 54%
Vulnerability ||||||||||||||| 46%
Emotional Stability |||||||||||||||||| 56%
Imagination |||||||||||||||||||||||||||| 90%
Artistic Interests ||||||||||||||||||||| 62%
Emotionality |||||||||||||||||| 58%
Adventurousness ||||||||||||||||||||| 62%
Intellect |||||||||||||||||| 54%
Liberalism ||||||||||||||||||||| 70%
Openmindedness ||||||||||||||||||||| 66%
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Thursday, January 29

hmm..
well i decided that before i changed the layout, aayusin ko muna lahat ng problema dito.. akala ko ok na.. kaso there's still something funny dito sa site ko, at di ko na alam kung pano aayusin.. (waahhhh..!! T_T ) crap! and it took me this long to figure out yung mga html codes and blah blah.. nahihiya na kc ako kay camille eh.. (ehehe.. ^^v ) pero at least, diba..? ok na din.. pagpasensyahan nyo na po.. ehe..
Pero yung new layout..hopefully, by February, ok na...at kailangan ko talaga ung expertise ni camille at jenny dun.. kasi hindi ko talaga maayos.. *sob*
Yun lang po..

Ang weird talaga..
nasa center lahat ng posted messages...
..weird..

Sunday, January 25

it was me talking.


ang tagal mo ding nawala ah. san ka ba napunta?


nagbago na itsura mo. iba ka na.


okay lang.


na-miss kita.


sa totoo lang...


...maniwala ka sana...



but it's only a dream...
...a dream i had last night...
...about a certain someone...
...a certain special someone from the past...
...the past...
bitch

I hate the world today You're so good to me I know but I can't change Tried to tell you But you look at me like maybe I'm an angel underneath Innocent and sweet Yesterday I cried Must have been relieved to see The softer side I can understand how you'd be so confused I don't envy you I'm a little bit of everything All rolled into one

I'm a bitch, I'm a lover I'm a child, I'm a mother I'm a sinner, I'm a saint do not feel ashamed I'm your hell, I'm your dream
I'm nothing in between You know you wouldn't want it any other way

So take me as I am This may mean You'll have to be a stronger man Rest assured that When I start to make you nervous And I'm going to extremes Tomorrow I will change And today won't mean a thing

Just when you think, you got me figured out The season's already changing I think it's cool, you do what you do And don't try to save me

I'm a bitch, I'm a tease I'm a goddess on my knees When you hurt, when you suffer I'm your angel undercover I've been numb, I'm revived Can't say I'm not alive You know I wouldn't want it any other way

Saturday, January 17

foxy's birthday party

well, today is jen's party! yipee! she's turning nineteen! she's turning nineteen! i came early, i guess that's 5pm, and the rest came at 8pm. there's only a few of us, 13 to be exact. that's danica, me, mika, jenny, leroi, dennis, ,jayjay, ian, don, gumanoy, patrick, jerome and benny. i also took a very few shots of emperador ( i can't get drunk and i have to go home early coz i have to be at work by 7am tomorrow...shitty work...spoiling the fun... ) it's quite nice being with them, and i don't feel out of place even though they're not my classmates (all of them share the same class from 3rd to 4th yr and some of them i didn't even got the chance to be on the same class with). but all i can say is that -- they're nice, they're funny, they're sweet.

hey jen! u'r one lucky gal! and advance happy birthday! love u lotz, girl!!!

Friday, January 16

may mga kabalbalang nangyayari sa pamamahay namin ngayon.

ang aking ama. sobrang taas noo ako dito kasi hindi lang sya all-around tatay, nakakaya pa nyang i-absorb ang pagtatalak ng nanay ko. kanina, andon ako sa harap ng tv, galak na galak, nanonood ng Ranma 1/2. ung tatay ko nasa kusina, nagluluto. mayamaya, narinig ko galing sa kusina... "sasara ang bulaklak, bubuka ang bulakalak......boom tiyaya boom tiyaya..." Anu ba yan! bakit nya kinakanta yon?? tapos tatawa pa! tatay ko po...

ang aking ina. kamakailan lang, nagpunta ako sa kwarto nya. tas pagbukas ko ng pinto...andun sya, sa harap ng salamin, nag-aaral mag otso-otso!!! tas sabi nya sakin "di ba marunong ka? pano ba yon ginagawa?" Anu ba yan!!! ano namang gagawin nya kapag natuto sya? alangan naman mag otso-otso sya sa harap ng mga kumare kumpare nya noh?!

ang aking kapatid. etong mahal kong kapatid, punkista to. iniidolo si pareng Bob Marley at kinakabisado nya ata lahat ng reggae at ska music. napakaweirdo ng kanyang kwarto. ayaw nya sa mga sappy at pop music, katulad ko. pero lately...ang mga pinapatugtog nya sa radyo namin ay most requested love songs. tapos inaaral pa nya ung chords ng kung ano-anong sentimental music. Anu ba yan... ano nang nangyayari dito??

Naku po! para silang mga sinasapian! ibang-iba na sila ngayon..ako na lang ata ang normal dito. hindi ko na nga lang sila pinapansin..kunwari normal pa din ang lahat. nakikitawa lang, nagtuturo ng otso-otso at nakikinig sa radyo. hindi ako sanay na ganito ang atmosphere sa bahay. oh well..ganon talaga minsan. may mga bagay bagay na nangyayari na kailangan mo lang maki-adapt para hindi ka mahawa.

Saturday, January 10

and what happened to my accounting exam..??

na-balance ko!! woohoo!!!

Friday, January 9

four good things happened to me 2day..

1.) i saw jenny (ma bestfriend..^^) at robinsons metro east in cainta.
2.) a friend agreed to answer my stat101 problem set..
3.) 'tis a secret...( sayang tlg, jen, close enough..! )
4.) finally, after 1yr of waiting...LOTR3!! it was so amazing..i have to watch it again! just got a little disappointed 'coz they did not show the love story between (blah) and (blah). don't wanna spoil u, ne..?! so what if i have accounting exam tomorrow?? i haven't even studied yet.

Monday, January 5

today is monday..the first day of school...

guess where i've been... ^_^

(pasaway na naman ako...)

Sunday, January 4

IT’S OVER…

I still can’t get over the fact na tapos na ang Xmas vacation…
I still can’t get over the fact na pasukan na bukas…
I still can’t get over the fact na 3 MONTHS pa bago ulit ako makabalik ng Quezon…

I really love it there. Who cares kung walang tv? (actually meron, kso ch5 lang ang station) kung walang phone at PC? kung ang signal doon ng SUN ay napaka-rare? kung hindi uso ang gripo at de-poso ang tubig? kung minsan, nawawalan ng kuryente??? Pero lahat ng downs na yan ay natabunan ng fact na naka-meet ako ng friends thru different instances…mga sitwasyong hindi sinasadya…mga taong napaka-caring at protective…(im the youngest in the crowd kasi..lahat sila hindi bababa ng 20yrs.)

Kapag nadadaya ako sa tagay…
JANGO: ang taas ng tagay sa iyo. ako nalang iinom nyan.

Kapag bangag na ako…
ME: hindi na ako makakalakad..mahuhulog ako sa ilog..
UTOK: di ka mahuhulog. bubuhatin kita.

Nung may nagsuntukan dahil sa kalasingan at ilan pang rason…
YBELLE: nabunggo ka ba? okay ka lang?
JANGO: pasensya na..
UTOK: *ngiti, kamot sa ulo, sabay apir*
TOMAS: nakakahiya sa inyo, nag-away pa sa harap ng mga dalaga..

Sa mga kantsawan…
TOMAS: ano masasabi mo kay Utok? (ngiti)
ME: ayos lang, madaldal.
TOMAS: masarap kausap? (ngiti ulit)
ME: oo.
TOMAS: nakilala mo na ba si Brother?
ME: nagkita na kami.
TOMAS: nakausap mo na?
ME: hindi pa.
TOMAS: pupunta yun dito mamaya. kapag nakausap mo yon, baka makalimutan mo si Utok. (todo ngiti)
ME: 0_o
ME: ano ba pinagsasasabi mo??
ALLAN: oy...pinsan ko yan..isusumbong kita sa tatay nyan..
(Note: wala po ako gusto kay Utok)

At nung paalis na ako…
ME: paluwas na!!
MELISSA: cge, sa Abril nalang ulit! Ingat ka!!

At yung text sa akin kanina ng pinsan ko…
DADA: tapos na nga vacation. Andito sila Tomas. Inuman na daw kayo.

Shit..! nakakamiss lahat ng pinaggagagawa namin don. Hindi ako tomador by nature, pero kapag nasa Quezon ako.. and then sabi ko, don ako magbabakasyon sa summer. I was so excited. That was until…

ROY: e diba NSTP mo sa bakasyon..?
ME: .......
ME: shit.

Crap! Oo nga pala! Bakit naman kasi summer lang ini-offer yung NSTP sa college namin?? So imbis na 1 month ako sa Quezon, naging 1 week lang, and that’s Holy Week! And after that, baka Xmas vacation na ulit! Waaah!!! Cruel, cruel world…

At nagyon, tinatamad ako gumawa assignments…
Tinatamad akong gumising ng maaga…
Tomorrow..pasukan na naman…
Bukas…

Saturday, January 3

EIGHT DAYS IN QUEZON

THE GOOD
- bonded with relatives
- met new friends and a 'special'...
- 1:00am doesn't mean "sleep", it means V I S I T... ^^
- it's never late for a midnight Christmas Carol
- CAFFEINE has never been T H I S good...

THE BAD
- 8days no FF5
- 8days no pc, no phone, no internet
- 8days no tv
- 8days no signal (only found 1spot w/c was a little far from home)

THE DIRTY
- i totally lost control with my alcohol intake...
"God, never thought i could get that drunk...drunk enough to do some...stuffs...


LESSON:

"Eight days without technology can always be fun. Give people time to do things the challenging way. Makes life more complicated, but also makes it more colorful. (naks! may natutunan ako!!!)