I feel... cared...
This was certainly unexpected. Monday night, at asan ako? Sa POEA, may catering function kami. I can't believe i'm actually there. I mean, it's a weekday night, for crying out loud! I've got classes tomorrow at 9am, at sa lahat naman ng wrong timing, ito na ang pinakaworst -- hindi ako pwede umabsent dahil ako yung last reporter. My classmates are gonna kill me kapag hindi ako sumipot dahil after me, wala na kaming class.
However...some good things are always bound to happen. Remember that Michael guy i talked about dun sa NBSB stuff? The guy who asked me kung pwedeng manligaw for 6 times at binasted ko all the way? I knew may girlfriend siya then, kaya nga hindi ako nagpauto. May girlfriend pa din siya ngayon, pero he said something about his girlfriend not liking him that much. Now that's a shocker.
I forgot to mention one tiny detail. Sobrang (as in sobra) kahawig niya si Richard/Raymond Gutierrez. They could be triplets, for all i know. The thing is, alam niya yon, kaya may pagka arrogant at egocentric siya. I could like him, pero malay ko bang may inflation defficiency yung patuloy na lumalaking ulo non! Nevertheless, kahit mayabang, he's got a very good sense of humor, parang si Aaron (classmate ko nung highschool), or si Ren Tao (sa mga fics ng Shaman King), or si Draco Malfoy (sa Draco Dormiens/Sinister/Veritas).
He told me once na he loves me, pero siyempre, joke lang yon. Lahat naman ng mga romantic gestures na ginagawa niya para sa akin, joke lang eh. Nakakaaliw lang yung mga small things na yon. Hindi siya nakakainis at nakakasawa. I'm not saying na i like him in a romantic way, but i'm certainly fond of him. Iba talaga.
Anyway, yung supposed-to-be-8:30pm-uwian namin eh naging 11:30pm. I just came home minutes ago. My mom texted me na hindi nila ako masusundo. And HE offered na ihatid ako pauwi. I thought joke lang ulit, just like the other times. Pero he's sincere. Ihahatid daw niya ako. He even took my paper bag, mabigat na daw kasi yung backpack ko, which is true. I have to smile. Who would've thought, eh? And after all the bombardings ("Iuwi mo yan ha!", "Sa bahay mo yan ihahatid ha!", "Michael, ingatan mo yan!") i finally got home. And with him, i feel...cared...
Drawback lang: ililibre ko siya ng pamasahe papunta sa amin at pauwi niya. The jerk!
Tuesday, September 28
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Thursday, September 16
Saturday, September 11
SO WHAT IF I HAVE EXAM TODAY AND I WAS AT THE MALL LAST NIGHT??
Part I: Of Hotsauce and Popcorn
Thanks to Mac's persuasion and my hand acting rouge-ish when it had to, and puff! we've got ourselves a bottled hotsauce! A bottled hotsauce which then resided in the confines of the Department of Cherissa's Paperbag. And before the waiter can notice the missing hotsauce in our table, my highly active hand grabbed a replacement in a neighboring table w/c became vacant just a measly two minutes ago. If they wanted their hotsauce back, blame the lovers.
We are so evil.
*********
We're supposed to watch The Notebook. Unfortunately, I don't like to watch The Notebook. And unfortunately for them, I am the birthday celebrant's ex-bestfriend who doesn't want to watch The Notebook.
And so i won. Haha.
I told the others (who were stubborn enough to follow us inside the cinema while Che, the celebrant, was somewhere buying popcorns) that we will be seating at the right side of the cinema, once they got upstairs.
But Mac, i don't know the fuckin' reason why, has his right hand stupidly pointing on the direction of my left hand. And once they got inside, they picked their seats at the left side, when i told them to join us at the right side. And so there they were, all 7 of them, at the left side, and 4 of us at the right side.
And the worst part is? They've got Cherissa with them. They've got Cherissa, my ex-bestfriend with them. Cherissa, the bday celebrant with them. Cherissa, who's got the popcorn with her. The cheese-flavored popcorn. With her. With them.
No popcorn for us who knows where right is. Next time, i'll remember that. Revenge is sweet.
I'm still evil.
Part II: Book vs. Bed
And so here i was, my face stucked with the Econ book. Six long chapters to go.
Who am i kidding? Who would believe i'll stay up all night to study Econ. ECON??! I, myself, can't believe that. Nope, that's not my line. It's so un-Yara. And un-Yara things annoy me. So therefore, Econ annoys me. Logic, eh?
Who would like to study Econ anyway? Only the Econ students who were surprisingly getting larger and larger in number every passing year. Well, im not Law-Of-Supply-And-Demand material, that's why i'll never like Econ. Who cares if they can forecast the economic growth for the next ten years? They won't be able to stay overnight at Makati Shangri~la Hotel and pay P2600 for it, with free use of the pool, sauna, and gym.
I can't understand the damn course before, and i'm not gonna start understanding it now.
Six chapters to go.
Oooohh! I pulled my hair and looked at the heavens above and prayed for...patience.
But patience came in 10 seconds late as my alarm screamed 2am. It gave me the image of my cozy bed and my noisy electric fan.
Who needs patience anyway when i can sleep my ass off?
*grins*
It's so good to be me.
Part I: Of Hotsauce and Popcorn
Thanks to Mac's persuasion and my hand acting rouge-ish when it had to, and puff! we've got ourselves a bottled hotsauce! A bottled hotsauce which then resided in the confines of the Department of Cherissa's Paperbag. And before the waiter can notice the missing hotsauce in our table, my highly active hand grabbed a replacement in a neighboring table w/c became vacant just a measly two minutes ago. If they wanted their hotsauce back, blame the lovers.
We are so evil.
*********
We're supposed to watch The Notebook. Unfortunately, I don't like to watch The Notebook. And unfortunately for them, I am the birthday celebrant's ex-bestfriend who doesn't want to watch The Notebook.
And so i won. Haha.
I told the others (who were stubborn enough to follow us inside the cinema while Che, the celebrant, was somewhere buying popcorns) that we will be seating at the right side of the cinema, once they got upstairs.
But Mac, i don't know the fuckin' reason why, has his right hand stupidly pointing on the direction of my left hand. And once they got inside, they picked their seats at the left side, when i told them to join us at the right side. And so there they were, all 7 of them, at the left side, and 4 of us at the right side.
And the worst part is? They've got Cherissa with them. They've got Cherissa, my ex-bestfriend with them. Cherissa, the bday celebrant with them. Cherissa, who's got the popcorn with her. The cheese-flavored popcorn. With her. With them.
No popcorn for us who knows where right is. Next time, i'll remember that. Revenge is sweet.
I'm still evil.
Part II: Book vs. Bed
And so here i was, my face stucked with the Econ book. Six long chapters to go.
Who am i kidding? Who would believe i'll stay up all night to study Econ. ECON??! I, myself, can't believe that. Nope, that's not my line. It's so un-Yara. And un-Yara things annoy me. So therefore, Econ annoys me. Logic, eh?
Who would like to study Econ anyway? Only the Econ students who were surprisingly getting larger and larger in number every passing year. Well, im not Law-Of-Supply-And-Demand material, that's why i'll never like Econ. Who cares if they can forecast the economic growth for the next ten years? They won't be able to stay overnight at Makati Shangri~la Hotel and pay P2600 for it, with free use of the pool, sauna, and gym.
I can't understand the damn course before, and i'm not gonna start understanding it now.
Six chapters to go.
Oooohh! I pulled my hair and looked at the heavens above and prayed for...patience.
But patience came in 10 seconds late as my alarm screamed 2am. It gave me the image of my cozy bed and my noisy electric fan.
Who needs patience anyway when i can sleep my ass off?
*grins*
It's so good to be me.
Monday, September 6
KWENTONG BUHAY..
di ko alam, pero pakiramdam ko, bumabagal na ang takbo ng buhay ko.
sa ngayon, kinahaharap ko ang hirap ng buhay estudyante. exams, paperworks, reporting, case studies... tas andyan pa yung org ko, na hapit na hapit na sa oras para sa mga activities.
ganito na lang araw-araw. isa nang malaking routina.
paulit-ulit na. wala nang bago.
nakakabagot na.
isa pa naman akong taong mahilig makipagsapalaran. pero ano namang sasapitin ng mga "pakikipagsapalaran" ko dito? kahit na madami akong gustong gawin sa buhay, hindi pa rin pwede. limitado pa din. disi-nwebe anyos pa din ako, at estudyante pa lang, kahit na bali-baligtarin mo man ang mundo. kaya tuloy, gusto ko nang maka-graduate. para makaharap na ako sa "real world," ika nga. alam ko mahirap, pero diba, iba pa din yon. kaso, isang taon pa sa kolehiyo. isang taon na nga lang ba..? e sa kaso ko ngayon, mukang delayed pa ata ako.
haaaay, buhayyyyy....
pinipilit kong pasayahin ang bawat araw ko. iniisip ko na may kakaibang mangyayari sa araw kong iyon. may sorpresang dadating. kaso, lilipas lang ang araw, wala din namang mangyayari. lagi na lang.
nakakainis tuloy minsan. *hmph!
at kumusta na ako ngayon? ganito pa din.
sa ngayon, kinahaharap ko ang hirap ng buhay estudyante. exams, paperworks, reporting, case studies... tas andyan pa yung org ko, na hapit na hapit na sa oras para sa mga activities.
ganito na lang araw-araw. isa nang malaking routina.
paulit-ulit na. wala nang bago.
nakakabagot na.
*inaantok na ako. bagong araw ulit bukas.. sana naman...
di ko alam, pero pakiramdam ko, bumabagal na ang takbo ng buhay ko.
sa ngayon, kinahaharap ko ang hirap ng buhay estudyante. exams, paperworks, reporting, case studies... tas andyan pa yung org ko, na hapit na hapit na sa oras para sa mga activities.
ganito na lang araw-araw. isa nang malaking routina.
paulit-ulit na. wala nang bago.
nakakabagot na.
isa pa naman akong taong mahilig makipagsapalaran. pero ano namang sasapitin ng mga "pakikipagsapalaran" ko dito? kahit na madami akong gustong gawin sa buhay, hindi pa rin pwede. limitado pa din. disi-nwebe anyos pa din ako, at estudyante pa lang, kahit na bali-baligtarin mo man ang mundo. kaya tuloy, gusto ko nang maka-graduate. para makaharap na ako sa "real world," ika nga. alam ko mahirap, pero diba, iba pa din yon. kaso, isang taon pa sa kolehiyo. isang taon na nga lang ba..? e sa kaso ko ngayon, mukang delayed pa ata ako.
haaaay, buhayyyyy....
pinipilit kong pasayahin ang bawat araw ko. iniisip ko na may kakaibang mangyayari sa araw kong iyon. may sorpresang dadating. kaso, lilipas lang ang araw, wala din namang mangyayari. lagi na lang.
nakakainis tuloy minsan. *hmph!
at kumusta na ako ngayon? ganito pa din.
sa ngayon, kinahaharap ko ang hirap ng buhay estudyante. exams, paperworks, reporting, case studies... tas andyan pa yung org ko, na hapit na hapit na sa oras para sa mga activities.
ganito na lang araw-araw. isa nang malaking routina.
paulit-ulit na. wala nang bago.
nakakabagot na.
*inaantok na ako. bagong araw ulit bukas.. sana naman...